The "new girl"

Monday, June 5, 2017

Hello friends!  So today I have a small and quick story for you.  When I was in elementary school my parents made me change schools.  I usually tell people there was no bullying at this school, that everyone got along really well and whatever.  But the truth is that a lot of the kids were not nice, they were very mean and cruel.  I remember crying my first day of school, I was in gym class and we were making a pyramid.  This girl was lifting me and all of the sudden she said to me: "I can't do this, you're too heavy".   Not that it matters but I was the skinniest girl there.  And the problem wasn't me, I know that now, the issue was that I was the "new girl".

When I think about these girls that I went to school with, I am certain that they were threaten by the fact that I was different from them.  I didn't like the games that they played, having a boyfriend was not important to me, and I couldn't care less about makeup.  Guys: Comparing yourself to others will always be your biggest weakness. 

I think the worst part is that these girls actually think that we were friends, good friends, but actually no. Thanks to you, I feel weird about starting someplace new. I am scared to be the "new girl" once again. 

I have been really good with changes, and I may seem very chill most of the time.  Honestly, right now I'm anxious, sad but happy and everything all at once. I want to document it all so that when I look back I can remember that things are not easy but I that won't stop me from moving forward. And if these videos can help at least one person then I will know that I've done something right. So I hope you enjoy, let me know in the comments if you have questions or if you've been in a similar situation? How did you prevented anxiety from getting the best of you?


 



5 comments

  1. I hope that you'll find new, real friends at your new school and they will be better than the girls, which you went to school with :)

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  3. I hope everything goes well with you! I truly do. I liked the video <3
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  5. Hope you find good friends...
    xoxo

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